Crushed
again,
Burst again,
Something has
changed,
Something
isn’t same.
No, its not
sour,
It isn’t pain,
I do not feel
Anything,
I feel all
the same.
I see myself
Alone
On the check
board,
Was I playing
by my rules,
In someone
else’s game?
Where is that
smile
That lit my
eyes?
Where is that
tear,
That fell
Untamed?
Where is the
anger,
That made me
Stammer?
Where is the
zitter,
That I felt
In your name?
Where is the
sense
Of belonging,
When I heard
my name?
Not surreal,
just
indifference..
Scattered in
pieces,
with no acceptance..
All those
days,
appear like
dreams..
Far far off
Lost in the
maze,
Of my mind
In my own
game.
Why did I believe
That we would
live,
To see the
day
Come true,
for me and
you..
But I still
dream
with No night
of exception,
of u, of us
of our own terraine..
Every morning,
I call you
names..
and I curse
myself,
For being so
lame.
Only if,
I could feel
The fall..
that I had
I would have
told
How hurt I
was..
But I,
am still
floating
over the
cross lane
Or, have I
already
hit the rock
bottom
and have lost
all touch
Of reality,
Of being
humane..
I do not
blame,
you or me..
As confused,
I remain,
with nothing
ascertain...
but certainly
I have lost
the game..
of love..
all in the
name...
of love..
Yes, all in
your name,
Trying to
find
my identity..
My true name!!!
